New Year, Still Me?

New Year, Still Me?

New Year's resolution is known as something or reflection that you do to yourself to find out and review the undesirable things you have done and will motivate you to change, reflect, and not repeat them again for the next year.

     For me, it seems like I don't have any habits that I want to change, but if I think about it carefully, there are and still are. Just like me being greedy against small things, I don't want to share things with others thinking that they might outdo me. I realized that it's hard to change this avidity behavior of mine because I'm used to being like that. But I know my limits depending on the situation. Next is my spending habits. As a K-pop fan, at first I wasn't really interested in buying and collecting their merch. But little by little I got the courage to try buying them. Until now, I still continue to buy albums. One by one, but because Christmas had just ended and I also received a little money as a gift, I didn't want to buy anything else but k-pop albums. So I gradually spent the money I had saved on ordering merch online. And that's when I started ordering more and more, I almost had no space to put them. I can't change this because my spending habits won't result in bad things for me, but will bring me joy every day. But, I also know when I shouldn't buy them because maybe the money I use will be needed for other more important things, or maybe it's an emergency.

     My new year's resolution is that I will reduce and avoid being a sinner because it will not be good for me, it might ruin my future. And also by forcing myself to study hard even though I am having a hard time. I realize that sometimes we need to have fun because we only live once.